The music tugs on my heart strings and I feel the way we want to be one; me in the music and the music in me.  I want to laugh, cry, fall in love.  Thats what music does, it cracks open our hearts and makes us feel; the one thing most of us are so afraid of.  Because these bodies, these strong yet so fragile bodies feel it all, everything, in sharp, powerful sensations.  And yet one day something will happen; we will fall in love, find ourselves, and at that point, at least for one moment we will truly feel.  For some of us the wave of emotion and feeling will be too much and we will rebuild the wall the wave broke down.  But a few of us will take on the wave, dare it to sweep us away, but it won't, because we fear not to feel it.